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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

An unexpected call...

Dear Mama,

While getting the kids ready for school today, my cellphone rang. I was about to answer it, but when I read the registered name of the caller, I froze. It was Kong Boning. I didn't know whether to answer it or not Mama. But before I can decide, my cellphone shut down.

I didn't turn it on again, in fact I just left my phone at home. All day, I was anxious Mama. I could not even work. Thinking what could be the purpose of that call. The last thing that I would need is another 'let down' I still remember the last text.

Maybe I'm over-reacting. Perhaps it's for a good reason. I don't know Mama. I'm not sure if I can handle this... whatever it is. I don't know until when I can ignore the call. If only you were here I would know what to do Mama. No, I am not afraid of what he will say. But I am afraid for what could transpired from the conversation.

I wish I knew what to do Mama.


Daddy

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

hi kuya, i watched ur story at Rated K...i read it from the start grabe nakakatouch poh ang story nyo...while i'm readig this i keep on crying at hindi ko poh tinigilang basahin hanggat hindi ko natatapos...i know God has always a planned for you & alam ko poh kahit na anong trials ang dumating sa buhay nyo malalampasan nyo poh un dahil walang ibinigay si God na problems sa atin na hindi natin kaya...ur wife is one of the luckiest woman in the world, sana lahat poh ng lalaki ay tulad nyo kung magmahal sa asawa at mga anak...keep on praying...tnx for sharing your life to us...ingat poh lagi & God bless you always...(",)

Drama Queen said...

Finally found your blog after a long search. I missed the Rated K episode, the one which featured this blog. I don't have much time to sit in front of the TV that's why. A friend informed me though about your story and I was so curious that I had to see it myself to believe. You really love your wife and there's not much men like you in this world. Kudos for that!

salbahis said...

i admire your love towards you wife!!, a true testament, that death doesn't separate the love on each other!, i salute you!!!!!!!, God Bless!!!

Sherwin said...

Nice kuya.. kaka-inspire yung letters mo.

menggay said...

kuya, napanood ko din po kayo at sobrang na touched po talaga ko sa istorya nyo, sa pagmamahal nyo sa isa't isa. Wala na rin po akong tatay at madalas kinakausap ko pa din po siya sa hangin umaasa naririnig nya ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya. Ipagpatuloy nyo lang po ang pag gawa ng liham dahil walang imposible kay god. ingat po palagi :)

Anonymous said...

Hi! I saw the Rated K episode about ur Life, and WOW... It was a very touching story... U know what, i can relate my life to urs kasi, my mom died when i was 6yrs old and my brother was 4 at that time. My dad was the only one who took care of me and my brother...My dad was only a farmer at ung mga tanim sa bukid ang pinagkukunan ng ikabubuhay namin noon.. While reading ur letters to ur wife I can't control myself not to cry kasi I Can feel the emptiness from u, naiisip ko nga na siguro ganyan din ang pakiramdam ng father ko noong inaalagaan at pinapalaki nila kami ng kapatid ko. Mahirap din lang ang buhay namin pero kahit paano naiahon nya din ang aming pag-aaral... Huwag kang mawawalan ng pag-asa sa lahat lahat, wag kang panghihinaan ng loob kasi yan ang magiging kalaban mo... maging matatag ka lang palagi at wag makakalimot tumawag sa Dios, siya lang naman kasi talaga ang masasabi nating kakampi sa buhay natin... basta dasal lang at makikita mo lahat ay magiging magaan ang dating para sayo...Lahat ng yan ay pawang pagsubok lamang... malalampasan mo rin lahat ng paghihirap. Just keep on thinking positive, keep dreaming and do all the best that u can do para sa maga anak mo... and u'll see later on all ur kids will all be proud of you. You are one good Father so don't give up... kayang kaya yan... Ingat kayong mag-aama.God Bless You all