Dear Mama,
Is it really a choice for me whether I should feel all these anxieties everyday? Can I really not choose to be feel like this? If so, then am I really already a psycho case because I choose to feel this way? Can I really do something about it?
I wish it could be easy, Mama. I wish it's just like a switch that I can turn off anytime. That's why nobody like me. Everyone judges me. They all see me as the toxic, negative-vibe person that should avoid every time!
If I only you were here, Mama. Just one hug from you, and all these anxieties will be gone.
I'm sorry, Mama. It's just I am really tired of all this.
I wish you were here.
I miss you, Mama.
I love you.
Daddy
