Paranoia

Dear Mama,

Last Saturday I had my annual physical examination as required by our company. I really don't like to, but as I mentioned, it is required. With my age and all the things I have been feeling lately, I knew I wouldn't be getting encouraging results.

The lab tests results aren't really out yet. I will get them within this week, probably.

The one thing that got me worried, Mama was by blood pressure. I know I have been getting BPs higher than normal before, but last Saturday my BP registered at 140/100. When the doctor saw this, she said I should be taking maintenance. I just told her I will be seeing my doctor when I get my test results.

Actually, before she said I should take maintenance, she said I should see you an Internist because my BP was something that should be a cause for alarm.

I am not worried should I get worse, Mama. After all, the kids are all graduated and working now. I am just concern because I wouldn't like to be a burden to them. I just wish that if things happen, they would be just swift so I can be with you the soonest.

I will be ending my letter right now, Mama. Sorry, if I stopped abruptly. I just felt I will be writing some dramas again if I continue. I don't want to go through that again.

I miss you, Mama. I hope to see you soon.

Take care.

I love you.


Daddy