Sunday, July 31, 2011

It's been a while

Dear Mama,

It's been a while since my last letter,I'm sorry about that. But it doesn't mean I think of you less, Mama. I'm sure you know that. I was just too preoccupied with many things lately, and every time I do find the time to write, I really can't think of anything to say... where I won't be whining.

It's really been very difficult lately, Mama. Trying to make both ends meet, trying so hard to prove myself, trying to maintain sanity... trying to show that I am still in control. Thus far, I'm still alive, thanks heavens.

The kids are fine, Mama. Angel seems to be very active in school. Well, she has always been actually. Edgar also is enjoying his college life. Ralph, on the other hand, seems to be spreading himself too thin in a lot of activities lately. I hope he learns to manage his time.

Anyway, that will be all for now, Mama. Do not want to burden you with my whining. So, I'll stop before I get to start that. Take care of yourself, Mama. I really, really miss you. I hope to see you soon, Mama.

I love you.


Saturday, July 23, 2011

I'm failing....

Dear Mama,

I'm really failing in raising the kids. I don't why they seem to quarrel more often lately. It's like they can't get along very well, Mama. They would quarrel at the slightest provocation.

I'm sorry, Mama. I'm trying everything to remind them of what you taught them and how we always want them to love each other.

I'm trying my best, Mama. Help me please... if only you were here.

I miss you, Mama.

I love you


Saturday, July 9, 2011

I raised my voice again

Dear Mama,

I raised my voice again, I'm sorry. I'm doing it more often lately, Mama. I'm so mad at myself.

Why can't I raise the kids well, Mama? I really am not doing good in guiding them. I don't know what I'll do. I do not want to be always angry, Mama.

I'm really sorry, Mama.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

I passed and now I'm working

Dear Mama,

My final interview didn't really go well, but still I was given a chance to prove myself and I was taken in under probation. I started last Friday, Mama. I just hope I will be able to perform my job well and deliver the results required of me so that I will become permanent.

That's all for now, Mama. Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.