2008 is almost over...

Dear Mama,

Christmas is over, and now I'm thinking yet again of what to do for New Year's Eve. But it's not exactly the New Year's eve that I'm afraid about Mama. I know the kids will understand whatever I can come up for the occasion.

But what I'm worried about Mama, is the new year being ushered in. I know it should be bringing me more hope Mama. But the thought of going through another year brings me more anxieties. I just hope it won't catch me in this state.

The kids are fine Mama, although they get bored at home. It's their Christmas vacation.

Take care of yourself Mama. I miss you. I really wish I can be with you soon.

I love you.


Daddy