Dear Mama,
It will be your birthday tomorrow. You will be 58 years old tomorrow, Mama. I still have no plans. I'm sorry, Mama.
Our children will attending a birthday party tomorrow. It seems they want me to meet them somewhere. They said they won't stay long at the party, Mama. It's a children's party and they don't want to stay long. They just can't say no to their cousin.
I'm still not sure what to do, Mama. I'm really sorry. It's like I'm dragging my feet again everyday just to survive. I don't even know I am able to continue everyday.
I'm sorry. I should not be writing in this tone. It's your birthday tomorrow. This should be a happy letter.
I miss you, Mama. I wish I can hold your hands and embrace you now.
I love you, Mama.
Happy birthday!
Daddy
