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Thursday, July 23, 2015

Dear Mama,

Edgar was the emcee at their college's grand assembly this morning. I hope he did well, it was his first time. I wonder how he got "volunteered" for the part. I knew he can do it, Mama. I just hope he was not carried away with his punch lines. Looking forward to hear his story when he comes home tonight.

Angel is still out, Mama. It's already 7:45 p.m., she went out at around 6:30 p.m. to accomplish their project in NSTP, they are required to feed one street children. I am worried, Mama. I know it is a noble project, but I hope the teacher understands the risks that he is exposing the students with that, letting them go alone without being supervised.

Ralph, as usual, is still busy with his life in Makati. I do not know when he will go back home again. He did not even reply to my text message yesterday morning, until now. Maybe he is really busy. About me, I'm here alone at the house right now. Nothing's new, Mama. Still, nobody likes me. Oh well, I'm doing good. 

I guess that will be all for now, Mama. Bye for now. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

Monday, July 20, 2015

Dear Mama

Angel and I went out to buy cloths that will be used for her dress on her coming acquaintance party. Kong Benie will be the one who will do the dress. I hope it will be beautiful once it's done. I'm excited for Angel because she did not attend her high school JS Prom, this will be her first formal party. I hope she'll enjoy it.

That's all I have to say for now, Mama. I wish I could dream of you tonight. Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you.


Daddy

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Dear Mama,

I was able to take the kids out today. It's very rare that Ralph is here with us and can join us when we go out. I am glad that we were able to spend some time and bond together. It's a good thing that the rain has stopped and allowed us to go out. First we looked for Angel's dress for their acquaintance party next month. Of course, it took us a while and Angel was not even able to find a dress that she likes. We were able to buy a top but she still needs a skirt and a jacket or blazer. We might go out again next week to look for her dress.

Then we went to eat, Mama.We ordered pizza and they also ordered their own food aside from the pizza, and we were able to finish them all. It was a great time for us, Mama. We enjoyed the bonding time, I enjoyed the moment. Our kids are all grown up now. Soon, I know, we will have less time together as they go on and live their own lives.

I wish you were with us, it could have been a happier moment. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Dear Mama,

I woke up at around 1:30 a.m. and I was not able to sleep anymore, it's already 2:41 now. Actually, I slept early last night, around 8 p.m., because I was not feeling well. But I honestly do not feel any better now. I feel so low, Mama. I feel so alone.

Why do I feel that nobody likes me, Mama? Am I really a loser? I don't know what to do, it feels like I'm not doing anything right and I have nowhere to go. I know I should not feel this way, Mama. I'm trying to fight it, but sometimes I can't. I wish there is a way to end this.

Anyway, Edgar and Angel are having their prelims, Mama. Today is a holiday, so they will continue their exams on Monday. They said their tests were okay. I hope they really are. Less than a month now and it will be Angel's acquaintance party. She still do not have a dress. I might ask her to go out later and look for some dress, or at least find a style that she wants. 

Well, I guess that will be all for now, Mama. I just wish I can feel your embrace right now. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Dear Mama,

Angel is elected president of their class. It's the first time for her to be an officer in the class, and a president at that. I guess she must be really enjoying her college life now and she is slowly coming out of her shell. I do hope she'll be okay now.

I'm a little bit sleepy right now, Mama. Actually, I do not feel well. It's almost ten, I will have to rest in a while.

Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you, Mama.


Daddy

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Dear Mama,

Hi. I'm about to sleep, just thought of writing you a letter before I go to bed, Mama. Edgar is not here, he will be sleeping at his classmate's house. They are working on their thesis. He'll be going home tomorrow morning. Angel's in her room, I also told her to rest because she needs to wake up early tomorrow.

I hope I won't get sick, Mama. I'm not feeling well. It was not a good day for me today. I feel tired, drained, sad, mad, stressed, everything! I hope tomorrow will be a better one.

Will stop writing here, Mama. Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy


Friday, July 3, 2015

Dear Mama,

Angel is going to have a college acquaintance party in August. She would be needing a dress for the occasion, and of course, she needs to be made up and all other things necessary for that event. I was trying my best to help her, but she wouldn't cooperate. It's like she doesn't need my help. Maybe it's because I am a man and I really cannot do anything to help her on this one... which could probably be true.

I wish I could tell you more right now, Mama. I wish I could tell you everything that I feel and everything that is going on in my mind right now. 

I think I need to stop now. Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you.


Daddy

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Dear Mama,

I'm about to rest in a while. Tomorrow's the start of another week, although I really do not have anything to look forward to. Ralph left after lunch today, he was able to ride a bus immediately as soon as he got to Dau Terminal. Although after that, he never sent a message. I hope he is fine.

By the way, she responded. She was not hostile, she was nice. I sent her another message and she replied again. I hope she has already forgiven me, Mama. I just want to make amends for my all sins. I just want peace in my heart. I know I won't be able to make up for all my shortcomings, but I will try my best, Mama.

I wish I could see you and talk to you in my dreams, Mama. I really need to.

Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy