Dear Mama,
I'm sorry, I know I said I will not bother you anymore. But I just need someone to talk to right now and there's just nobody here. I've been wanting to write you a letter since the day after I said I won't write anymore but I was just controlling myself. Unfortunately, I was not able to control myself now.
I'm tired, Mama. I'm tired of being rejected, I'm tired of my failures, I'm tired of being turned down, I'm tired of being alone. I wish I can be with you right now, Mama. I want to give up, Mama.
I need you... and I miss you.
I love you, Mama.
Daddy