Friday, October 24, 2014

Dear Mama,

I woke up at 2 a.m. and I cannot sleep anymore, it's almost 3 a.m. I'm feeling better now, Mama but I am still bothered by cough and occasional headache.

I don't know if I should be thankful, bothered, worry, or excited. I have an opportunity for another company and I don't know if I should grab it or stay put for a while. I know I should be thankful, Mama. Not everybody at my age will always have opportunities like this come to them. As always, my decision should be what would benefit the kids most. I just wish you are here Mama... at least to hug me and hold my hands.

I miss you, Mama. I love you.