Dear Mama,
I would like to apologize in advance, I'm sorry I am writing in this tone again. I feel drained again. I don't know if it's because it's the month of your death anniversary, or it's because of the realization that up until this time I have not really accomplished anything worthwhile or tangible.
I feel sorry for our children, Mama. I feel like I have not prepared them well enough. I'm worried about them. I know it's all my fault. I have been a weak father to them. I'm sorry, Mama.
I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go.
I wish you were here, Mama.
I'm really sorry.
Daddy
