Roller coaster

Dear Mama,

It's been a roller coaster ride for me lately, although there were only few that can be considered up. Honestly Mama, I'm really confuse and do not know what to do next.

I will be jobless start Februay and I don't how I feel. Fortunately, a former boss sent me PM and asked me if I can join him as the company that we used to work together is re-opening. I do hope that will push through, Mama.

Now, I just don't what to do.

Wish you were here, Mama. I miss you.

I love you.