It's been a while

Dear Mama,

It's been a while since my last letter,I'm sorry about that. But it doesn't mean I think of you less, Mama. I'm sure you know that. I was just too preoccupied with many things lately, and every time I do find the time to write, I really can't think of anything to say... where I won't be whining.

It's really been very difficult lately, Mama. Trying to make both ends meet, trying so hard to prove myself, trying to maintain sanity... trying to show that I am still in control. Thus far, I'm still alive, thanks heavens.

The kids are fine, Mama. Angel seems to be very active in school. Well, she has always been actually. Edgar also is enjoying his college life. Ralph, on the other hand, seems to be spreading himself too thin in a lot of activities lately. I hope he learns to manage his time.

Anyway, that will be all for now, Mama. Do not want to burden you with my whining. So, I'll stop before I get to start that. Take care of yourself, Mama. I really, really miss you. I hope to see you soon, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

I'm failing....

Dear Mama,

I'm really failing in raising the kids. I don't why they seem to quarrel more often lately. It's like they can't get along very well, Mama. They would quarrel at the slightest provocation.

I'm sorry, Mama. I'm trying everything to remind them of what you taught them and how we always want them to love each other.

I'm trying my best, Mama. Help me please... if only you were here.

I miss you, Mama.

I love you


Daddy

I raised my voice again

Dear Mama,

I raised my voice again, I'm sorry. I'm doing it more often lately, Mama. I'm so mad at myself.

Why can't I raise the kids well, Mama? I really am not doing good in guiding them. I don't know what I'll do. I do not want to be always angry, Mama.

I'm really sorry, Mama.

I passed and now I'm working

Dear Mama,

My final interview didn't really go well, but still I was given a chance to prove myself and I was taken in under probation. I started last Friday, Mama. I just hope I will be able to perform my job well and deliver the results required of me so that I will become permanent.

That's all for now, Mama. Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

Judgment day tomorrow

Dear Mama,

Tomorrow's the judgment day. It will be my final interview tomorrow at the AUF hospital, Mama. It will be the president who will interview me. I do hope I get to his good side so I would be hired. I don't see any money coming soon and online income went down, especially since my employer terminated my services abruptly.

Now, I really need a regular income, Mama. I know it would cut my blogging time. I will just write during my free time. Hopefully, this time I will stay for good, Mama. The kids are growing up, and I need a permanent job so I can save for their future.

Anyway, that will be all for now, Mama. Wish me luck tomorrow. Take care of yourself, Mama.

I love you and I miss you.


Daddy

Just some update

Dear Mama,

Sorry for missing out on writing you for a long time, I was just waiting for some good news to tell so as not to burden you with my whining.

There aren't any really good news, so far Mama. After my book launching, everything went in "slow motion," it's like nothing happened and everything went back to normal. I even got my internet disconnected again, Mama. I had to use the money I saved for the kids to pay for it, and buy their books and uniforms too.

But there is hope, Mama. I'm just waiting for a call for my final interview at the AUF hospital. I already had two interviews and I passed them both. Now, I'm waiting to be interviewed by their president. I hope I'll do good and get the job.

I hope that this time I could stay, Mama. It's a non-accounting job, although it entails a big responsibility. I just wish I could be tough enough to assume the role of an administrative officer. I may not get a high salary as I used to, Mama, but at least I could get benefits that we badly need like hospitalization.

Oh well, I won't burdened you enough, Mama. I have to stop here. The kids are fine and they're taking their schooling seriously. Take care of yourself, Mama. I love you.

I miss you, Mama.


Daddy

Back at the internet cafe

Dear Mama,

I am back at the internet cafe again. Our internet connection was cut-off again, Mama. So, right now we do not have an internet at home. I wasn't able to pay because I bought Angel's books and uniforms first. I also bought additional uniform for Edgar.

Right now, I'm depleted and I do not see any more money coming to us. I just hope that interview with AUF would result to something positive, Mama. So I would have a regular income.

That would be all for now, Mama. Take care of yourself.

I love you, Mama. I miss you.


Daddy

Everything went well

Dear Mama,

The book launching just went well. I'm so happy, Mama. Although there weren't much attendees, I mean not many people came, still I am happy at the outcome. Even the mayor stayed during the book launching program. He even bought a book, Mama.

I only wished you were there and saw me, Mama. You could have been proud of me. I really missed you last night.

Thank you for praying for me to get through the book launching. Take care of yourself, Mama.

I love you.

Daddy