Dear Mama,
I'm sorry... for I am shouting again. I know how you always tell me to stop shouting. I know you don't like me shouting, but sometimes I am not able to hold myself lately.
Problems getting the better of me again Mama, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry too that I am not able to visit you lately at the cemetery.
Take care Mama. I miss you.
I love you.
Daddy