Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Dear Mama,

I asked Angel what she wanted to do for her 18th birthday. She was less enthusiastic and she really was not in the mood to celebrate her special day. It's less than 3 weeks from now, Mama and I still do not have anything. I am not sure if it's because she knows there's really nothing I can do and I cannot afford to give her a nice celebration as a debutante, or it is because she is really drifting away from me. I just want to make our baby feel special, Mama. I am sorry.

Tomorrow's Christmas eve. We will once again have our Christmas and continue the tradition you had started then, Mama.

I hope everything will be alright.

I'm barely hanging, Mama.

I need you.