Dear Mama,
I've been attempting to write since Wednesday, but every time I logged in I do not know what to say, or rather, how to say it. I've been going through a roller coaster, Mama. I am not sure if it's because of Angel, outside factors, or it's midlife crisis. My mind is going like a whirlwind, Mama. There're a lot happening inside, all at the same time.
I wish I can be more specific and clear, Mama. Sorry, I'm talking vaguely. I honestly do not understand what's going on, like I said, it's a roller coaster.
Sorry, Mama. If only I can hug you right now. I miss you, Mama.
I love you.
Daddy