Dear Mama,

Can you hug me, please? I'm not feeling well, Mama. No, I'm not sick. I'm just not feeling good. I feel so down, Mama. It's like I will be good enough for anything or for anyone. I feel so hollow, Mama.

I wish you were here. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

Tomorrow is Angel's official first day in college. She said she is not really excited, well I am. Our baby is now really a young lady, Mama. In fact, she'll be 18 in just a few months. I don't know what to think or feel. She is already getting independent, although she still has some actions that make her the baby that she was. I really hope she could stay that way, Mama.

Edgar's well, thanks for the nebulizer that was given to us. He was able to recover before he got worse. Ralph seems to be okay. He hasn't gone home for a few weeks now. He said they were rushing some works. Me, as usual, I'm okay Mama. Nothing's changed.

That will be all for now, Mama. Please visit me in my dream. Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

It looks like Edgar is getting his asthma attacks again. He said he is having difficulty breathing. They already have classes, Mama. I hope it won't get worse. I already bought medicines for his nebulizer, I hope it will work and help him feel better. I'm just glad that someone gave us that nebulizer machine.

Mama, can you please hold my hands while I am sleeping tonight? I need you, Mama. I miss you.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

I had a great time with the kids today. Edgar, Angel and I went to SM Clark this afternoon to buy some school materials for Edgar, I also bought him shoes for the rainy days since it always rain during the start of the school year. Of  course, you know how it is with the kids, it's not an official bonding time if you don't treat them to a restaurant or even just a fastfood. Of course, I did just that. I took them to a hamburger restaurant and we had our tummies filled. You won't believe the amount of food we devoured, Mama. It overshoots my budget, but what the heck! The kids are happy and full, that's what important. Then we bought soft ice cream for dessert which we ate while we walked around the mall. After a few more minutes we already went home. Since we are already full, we did not have dinner anymore.

Tomorrow will be Edgar's first day of school and also his enrollment. I hope he will be able to enroll without any problem, so I will not worry about him anymore. Ralph is enjoying himself right now with their company outing. 

Well, that will be all for now, Mama. Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

I just wanted to say hi before I retire for the evening. It's raining right now here. We already had our dinner. Edgar is resting, he is tired from his overnight culminating activity with his school's publication where is again one of the member this coming semester. Angel is listening to music, waiting for me to rest so she can take over the laptop I'm using. I will rest in a while.

I miss you, Mama. I hope I can dream of you tonight. 

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

Angel and I just got home. We went out today after I arrived home from work. It was just me and her because Edgar will be out overnight today, so I decided to take her out since it's Friday. I took her to a Japanese restaurant, Mama. She was very happy. I was happy too, as I watched her enjoying the food that we were eating. We were very full, Mama because I think the servings of the food was good enough for 3 or 4 persons, but we were able to eat all of it, anyway. After eating, we walked for a while around SM and then we went home.

Times like this are rare now, Mama. I do not take out the kids often anymore. I am just glad I was able to do it now. I wish I could have that time alone with Edgar and Ralph soon.

That will be all for now, Mama. I miss going out with you, too. I wish we could do it again too. Take care of yourself, Mama.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

Hi! I really do not know what to say right now, or how I feel, Mama. I feel good because I'm home with the kids, everything's well here. I just bought LPG for our cooking, that would be good for about 2 months, the kids are fine, the dogs are too. But somehow, deep inside I am bothered, anxious, worried, and I do not know why.

Lots of things are happening and not happening at the same time. I wish you're here, Mama. I need you now. 

I miss you, Mama.

I love you.

Daddy

Dear Mama,

I wish I can hug you or hold your hands right now.

I need you, Mama. I miss you.

Daddy