It's just another Manic Monday

Dear Mama,

Do you still remember the song Manic Monday? Remember how it was like a theme song to us then, Mama? Because every Monday you'd be going to San Fernando and we won't see each other again for a week. Looks like I'm singing it again this time, Mama. I really don't feel like proceeding to Monday. Actually, I don't feel like going on with my life anymore.

I'm just pretending to be strong, Mama. For the sake of the people around me. But being strong is tiring. Whatever I do, nothing right happens. I don't think even the honest of intentions won't serve me well. I'm all fucked up, Mama. I really can't go on.

I wish I can be with you right now.


Daddy