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Wednesday, August 21, 2024

About the cats

Dear Mama,

    I don't know if I have told you about the cats in my previous letters. The kids have adopted the cats that came to our house since early this year. It started from one cat, then a mama cat with 6 kittens came. Then another lone kitten sought refuge in our house. Then a black cat came and gave birth to 2 kittens here. Although one died. 2 kittens from the first 6 were lost, probably stolen by some passersby. Then another cat, a mixed black-orange came cat alone, then came back after a few days with her 4 kittens.

    Sadly, a lot of the kittens have already died, Mama. From the first 6 kittens, only 1 kitten remains and he's in the vet now. The lone kitten is also in the vet now. From the 4 kittens of the black-orange cat, only 1 is alive and he's also in the vet. The kittens - Lulu (from the first 6), Rocky (the lone kitten), and Otis (from the black-orange cat) are all confined at the vet.

    Ralph has already spent a lot of money for these kittens, Mama. He is trying to save them. Most of those who died have expired while at the vet. Perhaps they have been taken there too late.

    I'm not sure if we are doing the right thing, Mama. We already have too many expenses, and these kittens have added to those. I hope all the efforts of the children will be worth it, Mama. I hope the remaining kittens live.

    I'm not even sure what to think about this. I am worried about the kittens, but I am also worried about Ralph's finances. I try to help, which isn't much because I too am financially drained. In fact, I only borrow money just to help Ralph, Mama. He has already spent a lot.

    Please tell me what to do, Mama. I am worried, concerned, and anxious of everything that is happening to us now. 

    I wish you were here. I don't know what to do.

    

                                                                                        Daddy


Tuesday, August 20, 2024

Home now

Dear Mama,

    Ralph and I are at home now. He was discharged today, Mama, on our 3rd day. He will be going back to the doctor next week for his follow up. His breathing has improved. The doctor said there's no more hissing and his lungs are now clear, or at least open.

    But as I have mentioned before, Mama, his BP has been constantly 140 and up. He is prescribed to take maintenance medicines for his BP. I feel he is too young for that. I hope he would seek second opinion, or at least the medicine would be removed once his BP stabilized.

    I've nothing much to say, Mama. I'm really sorry I wasn't able to take care of our children well. If only you were here, they will be taken care of better.

    I'm really sorry, Mama.


                                                                                                        Daddy

 

Monday, August 19, 2024

Day 2 update

Dear Mama,


It's our 2nd night here at the hospital. It's 8:30 pm now. Edgar and Angel already went home.  They were here earlier, Mama. 

During the doctor's visit this morning, she said we might stay 2 more days here. Ralph has been declared with hypertension.  His BP never go below 140, Mama. Although he wasn't feeling anything. The doctor also said he has pneumonia. He is breathing normally now, Mama. Although he still has his oxygen.

I'm really sorry this happened, Mama.


Daddy

Sunday, August 18, 2024

I won, but...

Dear Mama,

As I've said in my previous letter, I joined the Tagalog speech contest yesterday. I joined all 4 categories, and I got a place in all of them, Mama.

I got 3rd place in Table Topics, 2nd Place in Evaluation and Humorous Speech, and I was the champion in the International Speech category, Mama.

I was hoping you'd be proud of me, Mama... but Ralph got admitted in the hospital today due to difficulty in breathing. We are in the hospital now, and I'm writing my letter here.

We went to PRI Medical Center in Pampang, instead of AUFMC which is nearer to us. Ralph thought it would be better here, because in our previous experiences in AUFMC, they were always full.

I thought they'll just administer oxygen and medicines to normalize his breathing, Mama. But he has pleghm showing in his x-ray and he also has a high BP.  So, he is under monitor now. They are trying to clear the pleghm and also maintain his BP. 

I'm afraid they might prescribed him to take maintenance for BP after this.

I'm sorry, Mama. I failed you again.


Daddy 

Friday, August 16, 2024

One more try

Dear Mama,

    I will be joining another speech contest tomorrow. It will the Tagalog speech contest and it will be my 3rd time joining it. I am not sure what the outcome will be, but I am doing my best, Mama.

    But first, I need to get to the event on time. I am travelling alone, Mama. I hope I won't get lost or get disoriented. Then after the event which might be around 7pm already, I hope I will be able to get home safely from Quezon City. 

    Wish me luck me, Mama. Both on the contest and on my travel haha...

    I hope I will make you proud tomorrow.

    I miss you, Mama.

    I love you.


                                                                                                Daddy


Sunday, August 4, 2024

Sick

Dear Mama,

    I feel sick. I feel so cold, Mama and it's afternoon here right now. I got rained on earlier when I was looking for a cat food store along the highway.

    I have already taken paracetamol, Mama. I wish I could take the leave tomorrow, unfortunately they would require us to submit medical certificate if we take a sick leave on a Monday, Friday, or the day before and after a holiday. Even if it's just one day. It's one of the things I don't like in my job, because it doesn't make sense.

    There were a lot of times I reported to work on a Monday or Friday even though I was not feeling well because of this policy. To think I rarely go on leaves.

    I know the policy was to avoid employees taking advantage of sick leave for extended vacation, which unfortunately punishes even those who does not do it.

    Anyway, I hope I feel better otherwise I have to go to work sick.

    Until my next letter, Mama.

    I miss you.

    I love you.


                                                                                                   Daddy


Friday, July 12, 2024

Not again

Dear Mama,

    Remember I told you in a previous letter that Angel was supposed to be starting on her new job this week? It was supposed to be today, actually. Guess what, Mama? She wasn't called. Today was supposed to be her orientation but nobody was calling her. When she called to confirm, they said they would not push through in hiring her, and never even gave any reason. They already asked her to submit pre-employment requirements, Mama. Why are they doing this to us?

    If feels like I'm going back to the gutter, Mama. I don't want to go there anymore. Everything seems to be falling apart. I feel like a total failure, Mama.

    Help me, Mama. Hold my hands.


                                                                                                        Daddy

 

Thursday, July 4, 2024

New year

Dear Mama,

    I know it's just the second half of the year, but it's a new year for me because of 2 things. First, the Toastmaster year has ended last 30th of June, and also my term as Area Director. July 1st is the start of the new Toastmaster year. In my work, it is also a new year because Australia follows fiscal year that ends in June 30. So, we are also in a new year at work, and quite busy at the end of year works.

    There is also a 3rd reason, Mama. Angel will be starting a new job this month. She was supposed to start on Friday but it was moved to next Friday. Anyway, it's just a week delay, Mama. Hopefully, she'll stay longer in this new job of her.

    Well, that's all I really wanted to say, Mama. Aside from those things, there are really nothing new. I still have the anxieties every time evening comes because I am not sure if it will be a peaceful night for us here at home.

    Ralph and Edgar are still in their same company. Everything's okay for them, Mama. Well, I mean everything's not always okay, but speaking generally, it is. You know what I mean, Mama.

    That will be all for now, Mama. Until my next letter.

    I miss you, Mama.

    I love you.


                                                                                                Daddy