Nervous and anxious...

Dear Mama,

I am at an internet cafe right now Mama, because my internet connection was suspended. I thought I could be accommodated until next month in spite of my delayed payments. I guess not. That is why I have to go out just to access the internet.

Right now Mama, I feel nervous, anxious and apprehensive. The shooting with Rated K has been finished, and the episode will be shown this Sunday. I am afraid what this can cause for us. I'm still not sure if I did the right thing. I don't even understand why I consented to it Mama.

But it has been done and it will be shown, whether I like it or not, there's really nothing I can do right now. I just hope this won't have any negative effect on the kids. Tomorrow, I'm going to work again, after being absent for 3 days because of this shooting. I have to work until month-end Mama. I don't why I have to practice courtesy, when in fact I am just a contractual employee.

For now Mama, I might just be writing you from an internet shop, so I may not write as often. Do take care of yourself Mama. I miss you.

I love you.

Daddy

Just came from La Pieta...

Dear Mama,

I just arrive home from La Pieta, I mean we just arrive home... the kids were with me. Finally Mama, after a long time we were able to visit you. Yes I know it's been a while since we were able to go there. Now I'm just glad that we did and we were complete.

Tomorrow Mama I'm going to file my resignation at Holiday Inn, I really want to be at home and stay with kids. But this time, while I stay at home I am earning. Not like before were I just stayed at home.

Finally, something came out of my writing Mama. I'm just glad I persevered even though I wasn't getting anything before.

Well, I guess that will be all for now Mama. I hope I can visit you more often in La Pieta. Take care of yourself Mama.

I miss you.
I love you.


Daddy

I hope it's okay with you...

Dear Mama,

Yesterday I was interviewed by Korina Sanchez for her program Rated K. I still don't know how they chanced upon my blog Mama, but they said they want to feature it on their show.

I hope it's okay with you if I tell a little something about our story. Honestly Mama, I'm really not sure if it's a good decision. I hope I did not make a mistake.

I wish I was interviewed with you, you could've talked with sense more.

Well, I guess I just have to wait until Sunday to know if it's a good decision or not. I'm sure you still support me Mama... even in my blunders.

Take care of yourself Mama. I miss you.

I love you.


Daddy

I'm resigning again...

Dear Mama,

Here I am again, planning to resign from my job at Holiday Inn. But this time, it's because I got a better opportunity. And what's good about this Mama is that I'll be doing this one at home, plus it involves writing.

You know how I love to write Mama, that is why I am inclined to choose this. Plus it pays me more that what I'm getting at Holiday Inn.

I know this is not a popular decision (again), but I hope you will still support me Mama. At least I can look after the kids since I will be working here at home. I sure hope this is the chance that I have been waiting for.

That will be all for now Mama, please do take care of yourself.

I love you Mama.

I miss you.


Daddy

It's tuition fee time again

Dear Mama,

Ralph's Finals will be next week, while Angel's will be anytime soon. As usual, with the schedules of these exams are the schedules of payment. Although I am already employed, it is still not enough. In fact, I still borrow money from Nanay just for our daily expenses.

I really wish this would all soon be over Mama. If only the ACPUSTA would already release the money they promise or Atching Ledy would pay the money she owed you, I will have something to pay for the tuition fee. Other than those and the proceeds of the computer units, should they be sold, I have nothing else to expect Mama. I just hope that everything will come on time.

I really miss you Mama, but I know, someday soon I will be with you.

Take care of yourself Mama. I love you.


Daddy

Ralph's 1.75 grade in Accounting

Dear Mama,

I received a text message from Ralph this afternoon while I was at work, and it brought a smile on my face. Because in his text, he told me that he got a grade of 1.75 in FunAcc for the mid-term. I was so glad Mama, because that is a big leap from his 2.5 prelims grade.

He was referring to Fundamentals of Accounting or Accounting 1. I keep on telling him that it was supposed to be easy. Because he was complaining before that he was having a hard time. I don't hear him complaining much lately Mama.

His grade in other subjects also improved. I sure hope he gets serious in his studies now.

I'm really sorry for not being able to write you as often lately Mama, I hope you understand. Take care of yourself. I miss you Mama.

I love you.


Daddy

I'm tired...

Dear Mama,

I'm tired... I just want to be with you

I don't know how long I can go on Mama

I'm very tired

Angel is in the Top 10!

Dear Mama,

For the first time, I got good news for you! Our baby, Angel is in the Top 10 of the class in first grading! She is no. 7! Isn't that great! Finally, Angel got the recognition she deserve for all her efforts.

She is really taking her studies seriously Mama. Upon arriving home from school and after changing clothes, she immediately brings out her notebooks and do her assignments. You'll be really proud of Angel Mama.

I'm glad I finally got something good to tell you. Take care of yourself Mama. I miss you.

I love you.

Daddy