Dear Mama,
How long would this still go on? You know I'm having difficulties carrying on. But I'm not complaining, Mama. If only I weren't foolish enough to get 'distracted' these past few days, it could be doing fine now. Unfortunately, it looks like I'm back to where I started. I'm sorry Mama.
In times like this, I wish you were still here with me, Mama. You're the only one who was always there for me. I miss you Mama.
Take care. I love you.
Daddy