Wish you didn't leave...

Dear Mama,

Sometimes I wish you didn't have to leave. Sometimes I wish you were still here with me. I'm sorry, Mama. I'm not complaining. It's just that, if only you were here, none of these things would have happened. I wouldn't have to suffer like this, I would not be going through the pains.

I was already getting well, Mama. I thought I'm already through weeping, and I can finally move on. Unfortunately, it has to happen. And I feel like it was even worse than before. I'm sorry. I'm trying to fight Mama, for the kids' sake. I promised you I will take care of them, and I will fulfill that promise. I just can't help missing you Mama. I need you here with me.

Here I go again, wishing for the impossible thing to happen. I guess I just have to wrap this up because I am not making sense again.

Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you Mama.


Daddy