No celebration for us today...

Dear Mama,

Today is my birthday. Of course you know that. The kids thought that I'm going to take them out today, maybe at the mall. But I didn't.

After going to the bank to do some errands, we just stayed home Mama. There was no special celebration for us today. No special meal even. Just our regular easy to cook fried food.

Yes I know it's boring Mama. So is my life right now. I don't know how to let my days pass. It's always a struggle everyday. Trying to be positive, or at least trying not to show the kids that I'm almost giving up.

It's difficult Mama. I'm struggling.

How I wish I can be with you soon.

I miss you Mama.

I love you.


Daddy