Monday, July 26, 2010

No class today

Dear Mama,

The kids have no class today, but unfortunately I have to work. Only classes are suspended for the INC's anniversary. I woke up 4 a.m. today Mama. It's funny that when there's no class, I got up very early without any problem. To think that I slept at 1 a.m. I know I will be sleepy later at work.

I wish I can really talk to you, Mama. Or better yet, I wish I can be with you. Sometimes I wanted to be selfish and just be with you. But I can't do that, I must think of the kids. You might send me back if I do something stupid like that. But the thought never leaves my mind, Mama. I really don't know how long I can fight it.

It's hard, Mama. Going through all these things that I'm going through right now, and all alone.

That will be all for now Mama. I think I should stop here. I don't like the tone my letter is getting into. Take care of yourself, Mama. I miss you.

I love you Mama.