Dear Mama,
Thank you very much for your understanding. Although as it turns out, it seems that I need to look for my future elsewhere. That is if I still have a future, Mama. I just wish life could just be over with, so I won't get hurt again.
There's nothing more I can do now, Mama. Good intentions doesn't always count.
That's all I want to say for now, Mama. Take care of yourself.
I miss you Mama. I love you.
Daddy