Dear Mama,
I wish there could be a way to know how you're feeling about these things I'm doing right now. I hope I am not upsetting you for all those poems, songs and quotes I am doing for Gail. You know it doesn't mean I have forgotten about you , Mama. It doesn't also mean that I love you less. I hope you understand what I'm going through.
The thing is, all of these actually do not amount to anything for her and I do not understand why I keep on doing them still. But rest assured that I will never let the kids' welfare be compromised. I promised that I will never put anything or anyone on top of them.
If ever she would reciprocate, I would be the happiest. Unfortunately, I know that it is close to impossible.
Anyway, I really do not have anything much to say now, Mama. Take care of yourself. I miss you, Mama.
I love you.
Daddy