Why do I keep on missing her?

Dear Mama,

I know I promise to forget her... but why can't I stop thinking about her? No, don't worry Mama. I am still able to do my work, take care of the kids, perform my responsibilities, etc. But all of these I do with her in my mind. I am trying my best to stop it, but I just keep on missing her, Mama. I know this wouldn't really lead to anything especially since she will never love me nor even like me.

I really don't know what to do, Mama. It's consuming me.



Daddy